hmm i need attention from piggy #1

since we were little we were always together. like a twin. cute ones!and we looked like this:

but now we are like this:

unless i can find someone i love, or someone who loves me (back), i am gonna keep bothering this woman ’til eternity

clumsy trophy

yay..what a happy friday. arrived the office late about mid-day. looked around and curious why my red chair has a what-look-like urinating stain on it. carelessly enough, i thought it was an accident that the previous owner had made (btw, ive been sitting here for 4 months already!). few minutes later, i noticed half of my document stack turned orange! hmmm interesting… compiling every piece of evidence together, i realized this must be the consequence of ‘THAI TEA’ i left on the desk yesterday evening. so convinced the maid would definitely clean it up for me. but i guess not huh? or at least not before the drink scattered all over my desk. awesome!!!

deal with it

Yes im intimidated,boring, spoiled, perverse, etc…so what? what i cant stand the most is having to put up with stupid problems that shouldnt have been an issue to start with. Besides, is it wrong to change my mind in order to suck up happiness for myself? no right? It doesnt hurt being nice. But if that comes in exchange of so much sacrifices then it’s not worth it. Human being on earth were all born to be selfish and seek personal interests anyways. Two scenarios here:
#1: spend time with acquintances who are walking out of your life and there is less then 5% chances of reunion or;
#2 broke your promises with group#1 for a wonderful night with your friends.

what is your choice?

my cost/benefit analysis: negative 200 v.s. +50

Update: Self note:: never anticipate the future. Because it is so a mystery, it is there to discover. Things can turn out well afer all.

lucky 16th

i need a sparkling life!

yoga enlightenment

Guess What!!!
i managed to do "karandavasana out" yesterday. it happened so fast that i couldnt remember a second of it. all i realized was that luke was standing,watching out for me. at the moment i lifted my legs in lotus out, it felt like falling,so i screamed. not sure i was tooo tired or too excited.Sigh no doubt no energy left today -*-

everything can be percieved as ‘art’

Fair warning. this post has nothing to do with art appreciation and whatnot.if you came across this page involuntary,i’d suggest you close the window in order to not wasting your precious time :P moving on..

i’ve been reminded by a friend to come and brush up my blog for a bit since my last post was like forever? lol you know, part of the reason i dont update it very so often solely because i didnt think anyone would read this stuff to begin with. anyways, glad to know that there are few secret readers out there,big thanks to you :D

the topic for today has to do with skin embedding (Yet,dont be scared)aka a tattoo!! i’ve had this desire for one ever since highschool, but never really get a chance. was sort of chicken out and/or afraid to get caught by parents as im sure they’d definitly hate it and reprimand me for life. anyhoo, i looked up on the net and found some of these designs. vote what you like best or on which would look best on a back-left shoulder.

i personaly favor the first litle weird-looking-but-cute bird :) feel free to drop any comment about your stereotype of a woman with tattoo also. it’d be interesting to hear some thoughts what everyone has to say since all responses i received from thais are almost all negative reaction.things which imply “no,dont do it.its awful” but represented in a face-saving way.either say ‘u sure’? it’s going to hurt big time’, ‘no,dont think so u need to reconsider’ blah blah blah… that said,im aware this is a very subjective question. But try to not to be prejudiced or be as least as possible….

last monday i had the artist drawn me a desgin
which is likely to be my real one…

(all rights reserved for this design: credit:: P’Lek@ Saklai studio)